Wednesday, 28 December 2016

- My goals for the New Year -

As the Christmas is over and we're all excited for the New Year now, then I thought I should make myself a plan about what I want to do and what I want to be next year. I thought it might inspire You too, so let's get started! 
Please leave me some of Your goals for next year as well so I could add some great ones in mine too!

1. Exercise more 
(because, bloody hell, I have been eating too much this Christmas. Am I the only one?)
2. Play more VIOLIN. 
(hell yeah. At least once a day.. that would be great..)
3. Eat less junk. 
(well. Obviously.)
4. Study better
(alright. We can manage that.)
5. Read more
(yes, sir!)
6. Write more of Your silly stories
(I wish I could have some more time for this..)
7. Try to act like a proper lady.
(ha- haa- haa!)
8. Sleep more!
(That's what I actually need to do, because I can sleep aproximatelly 6 and a half hours.. whoops.)
9. Write more in this blog
(Because You all want something new quite often, don't You?)
10. Take more pictures of Your life
(And post them on this blog!)
11. Care more about Your family and relatives.
(I do care, but I haven't got any time, basically. In fact, right now we're going to watch a movie all together! That's more like it!!!)
12. Spread love
(We all should do that more often, because when You make someone smile, it only makes both of You happier!)
13. Clean up Your room!!!
14. Drink more water and tea!
(I was just about to make myself a cup of tea. Yes, sir!!)
15. Love more

I hope You have enjoyed this year and I hope You are going to have a wonderful New Year!!
I love You all so much!!

Love, Roosi

Tuesday, 20 December 2016

- How does it always find a way? Christmas edition! -

Hello and happy Christmas to everybody! I know that all of You might not be celebrating Christmas and You might hate it what I am writing in here, but let's just be festive anyway? I am in!
Anyways. I wanted to talk about Christmas and what our family does at Christmas- time and I would be the happiest if You could write down in the comments what Your family  does (or You do) and how do You celebrate Christmas (if You do.)
We usually come together as a 11- person celebraters (my dad's sister and her family + our family + my dad's mum) and we have a Christmas dinner which changes EVERY SINGLE YEAR, so we basically eat meat (which I usually don't like to eat because it's so chewing gum-y and yucky) potatoes, different salads, fish, sauerkraut (which I LOVE!) and sometimes (very ridiculously) sushi, because it's so weirdly delicious and I love it. But we eat a lot of other weird things as well. We have got some ridiculously sweet desserts, what my dad's mum usually gets and on the same time, my mum does some desserts as well and they are DELICIOUS. And we drink a lot of funny things as well. There are a lot of kids in the house, so we usually have a drink what is very festive, but we can drink it as well. The grownups usually drink alcoholic drinks and it's fine, because it's Christmas. But yes, there are a lot of different foods and drinks what we can eat. Let's just stick with that. πŸ˜Š
So, when we have eaten and us, the Kids, have played some games, and me, as the oldest of them all, has played a best game- buddy/babysitter, then we usually go for a walk, but this year we are celebrating the Christmas in our home and we literally have got forest all around our house, so I've no idea where we're going for a walk this year. Got a bit overwhelmed there, didn't I?
And if we've gone for a walk and I've been a great babysitter (again) then we usually go back inside my dad's mum's flat (where we've celebrated Christmas before, that's why I explained it like this) and we wait for Father Christmas/Santa Claus, who is usually my dad. Me and a great friend of mine, have a theory, that our parents actually work for Father Christmas and that's why they are always getting presents to us themselves, and our presents aren't from Father Christmas. That's SO obvious that they are working for him, let's be honest. 
Well and then we get our presents, what is actually a big chaos, because little kids throw their wrapping paper EVERYWHERE and I just basically can't open my presents, because all of those little kids run back to see me every second possible and show me what they got and they're like:
"Roosi, vaata mis ma sain!!" which means: "Roosi, check out what I got!!" but that's super- adorable and I don't mind that. πŸ˜Š πŸ˜Š πŸ˜Š 
Anyways, then we usually eat even more and just chat. And then we usually go home and for the whole ride home I just dream about using my new gifts or I dream about playing with my toys, which I get still every year, because I am kind of collecting them. Another fact about me! I know it might be childish, but I get some new interesting dolls every year, which I usually ask for, and then I am super happy and I am so excited for them and just... ahh, Love Love Love Christmas. πŸ˜Š

But, this is all! I hope You enjoyed this little Christmas- ramble and I am going to talk to You very soon! Please comment down below what do you usually do or how do You celebrate Christmas! 
I love You all so much! Happy Christmas!! 
Love, Roosi

Saturday, 17 December 2016

- Music -

Music has always been a HUGE part of my life. Quite much since I was born, I started to sing (when I was a baby, it actually sounded like a really high- pitched scream, but I smiled when I was doing it, so I wasn't crying..) and as soon as I started to walk properly, I started to create my own dances.
I think, that the first time I really got into singing, was when I was about 4- 5 years old and I got a chance to start singing in a singing studio. I got a friend there, as well, but we are (sadly) not friends anymore, because she moved away to Finland.
Anyways, I started to sing there and I can remember some songs what I was singing with two other girls. I can remember how I was feeling when I was on the stage and everybody was looking at me..
To be fair, I wasn't scared, I was more like.. happy to be there. I have always been a stage- lover and I have got to say, that I am not scared of the stage now as well.
Well, I studied there for.. I think around 7 months, maybe, and then I left, because I sticked my tongue out, when another girl was singing and I needed to watch her sing... and my singing teacher said that I am a terrable child and I didn't want to go back there again.. until the September 2015, when I started to sing at the same singing studio again and I quite much enjoy it!

Some of You might not know that, but I am actually studying violin at the moment in music school and I am quite sure, that violin has had a HUGE part of my life so far. I have studied it for six years and I wouldn't give it away for anything. I am the most grateful to have friends who are studying music as well and a wonderful teacher, who has taught me SO much. I am just the most grateful girl ever.

Everyone, who has got a touch of music in their hearts, should follow their heart and do everything to study, even a little bit, about music.
I just couldn't imagine my life without it.
Thank You so much to all of You..
and.... thank You for the music.
Let me know how You feel about music and do You have some experiences as well. Don't feel scared to say it in here. We're all one big family and nobody will judge You for Your thoughts. Just be who You are. No matter what, I will still support You.
Love, Roosi

Tuesday, 13 December 2016

- Two little book reviews.. -

Well, we might just start without mentioning, that I am a HUGE booknerd and a bookworm and.. etc. 
You can imagine it Yourselves. ❤
But anyways, in December, I've read two REALLY amazing books I've never read before and I just wanted to let You know, that there are these two books in the whole big world, that You might have an idea about. ❤ Just thought I should mention that as well. 
But these two books are "The Fault in Our Stars" and "Auggie and me: Three Wonder stories"
Let me just start with the "The Fault in Our Stars" by John Green. 
It was an absolutely amazing book. (I didn't cry. I swear I didn't.) It was quite sad and it made me think about all these kids in the World who have got cancer and I truly feel sorry for them. 
But anyways- I loved these two characters Hazel and Augustus, who were so AMAZINGLY beautiful- they were smart and incredibly funny as well, what was new for me, to see (and feel) so much laughter in such a sad book. 
If You don't know the story, then Hazel and Augustus are two teenagers (I would prefer Young Adults) who have got cancer. In the beginning of the book, Augustus is all right and Hazel still has cancer, but it all kind of flips around in the end of the book. I am quite sure that most of the people know that story, but if You don't then, all right. You should definetly check it out. Rather watch a movie, or, if You are as booknerd-ish as I am, then read it. 
I am going to the library tomorrow, so really soon, I'll get You some more bookreviews on this blog. 
I totally got a bit carried away and I didn't really follow the book, but.. Yeah. You will love it, if You love these other amazing books by John Green. ❤

The next book I read, was "Auggie and me: Three Wonder stories" by R.J. Palacio
It was a really heart-warming book, but You NEED to read the "Wonder" book, before You read the "Auggie and Me". Just thought I should mention that, just in case. ❤
But this book explains EVERYTHING what happened in "Wonder" and why the characters behaved like that. I am just going to say, that this book changes Your way of thinking about other children/people who look different than You might look. ❤
I absolutely loved both, "Wonder" and "Auggie and Me", because they were brilliant and the writer is expressing Auggie's feelings and thoughts VERY well. It was just absolutely one of my favourite books through my lifetime. ❤
I really suggest You to read both of these books, because these change Your view of a very huge amount of business in life. ❤

I hope You enjoyed this little book review and I am going to see You all again very very soon. Let me know if You've read at least one of these books OR You have read something from these two authors. ❤

I love You all so very much, because You all mean a lot to me!
Lots of Love
*tight hugs*
Love, Roosi

Pictures are from

- If we were not real.. -

Like, honestly. Think about it. If we were not real, it would be crazy and VERY utterly weird. 
Wonder, if we were actually a dream of a creature we have no idea about. If we were just a blink and a slight thought and we don't exist at all. Just think about it. 
How CRAZY would that be?!?!

I love You all so- so- so much!
Love, Roosi
*tight hugs*

Just take a moment to think about this ridiculous thing. 
Love You a lot. 

- Photo from

Sunday, 11 December 2016

- Hi again, everybody! -

I haven't written in here for SO long, but I wanted to wish You all a happy 3. Advent today and I just wanted to tell You, that I have an extremely busy month this December. I have been performing (singing and playing my violin) and I need to do both of these activities at least 7 times more this month. Isn't it nice? 
But anyways, I hope You have had a lovely month so far and let me know how are You doing. πŸ˜Š

Lots of Love, as usual. πŸ˜Š
*tight hugs*
Love, Roosi

-Maybe Christmas,-
he thought
-doesn't come from a store.-
-Maybe Christmas,-
-means a little bit more.-
:The Grinch:

Friday, 2 December 2016

- My Three November Favourites -

I hope You are doing well, because I am doing excellent!
I just changed my blog a bit more winter-y/christmas-y and I am super excited, because it looks so flipping cool! I haven't made any of the backgrounds myself, but in the future, I would really love to make a really cool and amazing background for my blog... dreamssss.. 
Today I wanted to write a blog post about my November favourites, but this time, without ANY pictures, because these are a) web- based or b) not possible to take pictures of. 
But anyways- no more silly- talk!!! Let's get to my favourites!!!!

Yep. I have NEVER loved knitting, because in the last school where I went, we really didn't have a teacher who would've teached us some knitting, but NOW when I am in a new school, we have an absolutely AMAZING teacher, who is sooooo nice and I actually have known her for at least... 7 years. So it's only good for me. πŸ˜Š πŸ˜Š πŸ˜Š 
But currently we have a project, where we need to knit ourselves a pair of gloves, so tomorrow, when I am going to just sit for quite a while, then I can knit!!! Woooooo! I mean, I am really addicted to knitting, so You should give it a try!! (If You can't knit, then You HAVE to ask someone to help You, because I learned to knit within a day. Honestly!! And if I can knit, the YOU CAN KNIT!!!) Some positive words, eh?? πŸ˜Š
But obviously I have really loved knitting throughout November. πŸ˜Š

Well, not the healthiest beverage option? πŸ˜Š Yep. But I just love Hot Chocolate so flippin much!!
Hot Choclate, marshmallows and Christmas movies/videos. YES, PLEASE!
Anyways, I have nothing to say, but I just love HOT CHOCOLATE!!!

Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes. πŸ˜Š I am addicted to YouTube. I've always been, but CARRIE HOPE FLETCHER is just one of the most gorgeous and beautiful and talented girls/women on the whole EARTH. Check out her videos to see what I am going on about. πŸ˜Š

But that's all. These are all of my three November faves. πŸ˜Š 
I hope You all liked it and don't forget to share Your three (or more) November favourites in the comments. 
By the way, FYI it's snowing in Estonia. Again, but I am SUPER EXTREMELY HAPPY!!!

I still hope You liked it. πŸ˜Š 
Lots of Love
*tight hugs*

Love, Roosi

Monday, 28 November 2016

- My favourite Christmas songs -

Hello and Happy 1. Advent to everybody (what, yes, was yesterday) who are celebrating Christmas!!!
So- I wanted to give You a list of my favourite Christmas songs for You to sing and enjoy!
Here You go!!
(put on some of these songs and enjoy!)
  • Michael BublΓ© "It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas"
  • Michael BublΓ© "Santa Claus is Coming to Town"
  • Michael BublΓ© "Santa Baby"
  • Michael BublΓ© "Winter Wonderland"
  • Michael BublΓ© "Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas"
  • Michael BublΓ© "I'll be home for Christmas"
  • Michael BublΓ© ft. Shania Twain "White Christmas"
  • Michael BublΓ© "Christmas Baby Please Come Home"
  • Michael BublΓ© ft. The Puppini Sisters "Jingle Bells"
  • Idina Menzel & Michael BublΓ© "Baby it's cold outside"
  • Mariah Carey "All I want for Christmas is You"
  • Wham! "Last Christmas"
  • Ariana Grande "Santa Tell Me"
  • Meghan Trainor "I'll be home"
  • Glee "Baby it's cold outside"
  • Glee "Last Christmas"
  • Glee "Let it snow"
  • Kelly Clarkson ft. Trisha Yearwood & Reba McEntire "Silent night"
  • Taylor Swift "Back to December" 
So- I hope You got some great ideas from this post and DON'T FORGET TO LET ME KNOW WHAT SONGS DO YOU FIND THE MOST CHRISTMAS-Y!!
Thank You so much for reading! It means the world to me!
I hope You enjoyed!!

Lots of Love
*tight hugs*

Love, Roosi

Saturday, 26 November 2016

- A healthy breakfast -

Hello everybody!!
Can You actually believe that it's going to be the 1. Advent tomorrow?! I can't. Honestly. It's too surreal. But it acutally means that the most wonderful time of the year is going to start and I can sing Christmas songs (not like I haven't done it already..) and I can decorate my room!!
And I can get an ADVENT CALENDAR!! I am so very excited!!!
But let's start with the actual post. I just got a little bit too excited there, in the beginning. πŸ˜Š
This morning I made myself a super delicious breakfast, so I wanted to share it with You as well!!
It doesn't really need a recipe, but I just thought that because it's one of my favourite meals of the day, then I should share it. Sounds lame, but let's do it!! 

What You Need:
- A normal cereal bowl
- A fork or a spoon (it's up to You)
- A knife
- 2 kiwis
- A handful of pomegranade seeds
- A banana

So, it doesn't contain much, but I can assure You that this meal will keep You energized for a long time. πŸ˜Š

What You want to do, is to peel Your kiwi and cut it in slices or pieces. It's totally up to You. πŸ˜Š 
Then peel Your banana and mix the kiwis and the banana in Your bowl. The next thing You want to do, is to sprinkle the pomegranade seeds on Your banana- kiwi mixture and enjoy! 
This recipe is quite a quick and an easy thing to do in the morning if You want to feel good and healthy. 

I hope You liked it as much as I did!
Thank You so much for reading. It means the world to me. πŸ˜Š 

Lots of Love
*tight hugs*

Love, Roosi

Sunday, 20 November 2016

- Oh the weather outside is frightful, but the fire is so delightful... -

.. and since we've no place to go, let it snow, let it snow, let it snow..
Hello, my loveliest ones of them all!!
How are You feeling this afternoon? I am feeling quite alright, but.. it's no snow outside anymore. πŸ˜£
It's so not cool. πŸ˜£ It has fully melted for now, what is not fun at all. I can't take any winter-y pictures of the weather anymore!!! I am not thrilled about it, but I am trying my best to get myself together. We are kind of crossing our fingers for snowy Christmas, here in Estonia, but I quite much know, that it is still going to be a no-snow-at-Christmas-time. 
Anyways- I wanted to make a warm and on the same time a cold post, to say farewell to snow. And try to get myself back together again. πŸ˜₯ 
So- this post is going to include pictures again, as usual, and they are going to be some quite happy pictures about snow and some other joys at winter- time. 
I hope You enjoy!!

There weren't a lot of pictures, but I hope You still liked them! 
Thank You SoOoOoOo much for reading. ❤ It means a lot to me. 

Lots of Love

*tight hugs*


Saturday, 5 November 2016

- Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow -

Hi guys!
And yes, You can guess it from the title! It is snow EVERRRYWHERE in Estonia. What the marshmallow, am I right? πŸ˜ I am actuallt quite shocked, because the snow in here, where I live, is about 2cm over my ancles. It's bloody crazy! We actually did go skiing and sledging today and this morning, before I got up from my bed, I was singing CHRISTMAS SONGS!! It just literally felt like Christmas and You can't blame me on that, blame the snow. πŸ˜

So- this morning, before I ate my breakfast, I went outside and took a few snaps for You, my loveliest ones of them all, so I could show You the madness what's going on outside! πŸ˜Š

Yep. So this is our winter in November, here in Estonia. πŸ˜‰
I hope You enjoyed this little "welcome winter!" post and.. 
I am going to see You again, quite soon!!!!!  
(BTW- the announcement! I am still working on it. πŸ˜ So You still have got some time to be excited for it. Maybe not VERY excited, because this is not a super big one, but still- I am excited!!)

Lots of Love

*tight hugs*


Tuesday, 1 November 2016

- October favourites: Blogs, skincare and more -

Hello, guys!!
Can You actually believe that it's not October anymore?! Where has it gone?!?! It feels like I've just blinked and now it's gone. That's not fair. Not fair at all.. I mean, we have to be positive, so.. let's get started, shall we? πŸ˜Š
Well.. this last month was a SUPER busy one, and I definetly got some pimples and blemishes on my face, so the first category is definetly going to be:
So, skincare is a REALLY important part of my night/morning routine and my face skin is not the best as well. And the result is, that I need to take a bit more care of my skin. πŸ˜Š We all should do that, let's be real. (Well, maybe not when You've got an amazing face skin. Then You're just the luckiest....)
Anyways, this last month, I decided to invest into a quite well- known company and a very nicely recommended face mask.

1. Origins "Clear improvement" Active charcoal mask to clear pores 
Let's be honest, this stuff is UH-MAH-ZHING! I have used it about 2 times in a week, for 3 weeks and I can already see the difference. I just squeeze out a fair amount of it on my fingertips and put it on my face. It honestly works! I mean, if You like this *my face burns* feeling and You like to look a bit freaky, then this mask is literally for You. πŸ˜Š 
On the scale of one to ten, I'd give this one a fair 9. 😊 

2. It's skin "Mangowhite" peeling gel
It's more like a scrub-ish thing, if I may say. This one smells like strawberries for me, it has a super amazing texture and it's lovely to put it on Your face. I just can't really describe this peeling gel. It's very different from the things I've used before, so.. You just have to try it out Yourselves. πŸ˜Š


Yes, yes, yes. I know. I am a HUUUUUUGE fan of tea. I drink it in the mornings and in the evenings and I have found some really great teas, what I really- really enjoy drinking. SO- Let's begin!!

1. Whittard of Chelsea "Jasmine tea"
I absolutely LOVE this tea. I just love love love Jasmine teas and I just love this particular one SO BLOODY MUCH that it just hurts. Honestly. And the saddest is the fact that this tea is not available in Estonia and WE CAN'T ORDER IT FROM AMAZON which is SO SAD!! πŸ˜’
But this tea is really really delicious, if You are a fan of Jasmine teas (AND IT'S AVAILABLE IN YOUR COUNTRY) then this tea is just DELICIOUS. Jasmine teas have a really amazing (a bit sour-ish) taste, which I really really love.
Ohmymarshie, I am rambling here. You all are propably just like: "shut it now, Roosi, okay??"
I will try.. 😊

2. Lipton green tea "Lemon and Melissa"
Well.. let's be real. Anyone who has tasted this one in real life will fall in love with it. I mean, at least most of the people I know... πŸ˜Š Mostly my brother and me. (he steals it ALL the time..)
This tea is a really amazingly balanced one, because it's not too melissa-ish and not too lemon-ish.
(If You get it what I mean..) I love that this tea is a bit sweet and a bit sour, SO it's just perfect for my werid taste buds. πŸ˜„ If You like melissa and lemon squeezed into one single tea, then You'll really love it, I guarantee. πŸ˜Š

3. Greenfield black tea "Golden Ceylon"
Yes. A black tea. I have actually never been a big fan of black tea, but nowadays, when I don't put anything else into my mug than a tea bag and hot water, then.. I feel like my taste buds have changed a bit. I am not a huge lover of SUPER SWEET tea, like I used to and I am happy about it. SO- adding black tea to my favourites list is a BIG step, I guess. But, anyways, I have really loved a black golden ceylon tea this month. Delicious. πŸ˜Š


I think this is a category a lot of You were searching. Most likely You scrolled down, to make it to here, am I right? But that doesn't matter. It is actually for You to just get some more ideas and.. well.. do whatever You want. πŸ˜Š
Let's get started!!

1. Adele Lydia
I actually don't own the honor of finding this blog myself. She actually found me and I am really happy She did. I really like this blog because of it's adorable and really simple (but still gorgeous) and I really love how it's written! Oh- my- marshie! The blog posts on this page are so incredibly interesting and eye- catching and the PHOTOS! Ohmy.. the photos are really amazingly done and I just even don't have any words anymore. Honestly. This blog was definetly my must- go- to last month! πŸ˜Š

2. Zoella
I think we all knew I was going to end up adding Zoella to my favourites at one point. I actually really do love this blog. I loved her latest post about Anxiety- so I thought I should add it into my October favourites. I know. Seems lame, because EVERYBODY knows this blog. Let's be honest now, I am right!! But- this blog has been my favourite blog for a long long time now, so.. yeah.
And the pictures are absolutely AMAZING!! Love love love. πŸ˜Š

3. Hanna Mac
Yes yes yes, please! A photography blog! Yay! Finally, Roosi! Finally!
I know, I know. But this blog is absolutely amazing. I love it's pictures and the quality of EVERRRYTHING!!! I adore the pictures and the positive vibe it gives me. Honestly, I am a huge lover of this blog right now!! I just have been scrolling through the pictures most of the time when I don't feel really inspired. Well, after these pictures I usually find my inspiration again and I have my motivation to take pictures and improve myself. I just love them pics.
Oh- my- marshmallow!!!


1. The Balm black mascara "tall, dark and handsome"
Well, I don't usually use makeup, BUT last month I had a few occasions when I needed to perfrom or just needed to look more beautiful than usual. πŸ˜Š This mascara does WONDERS with my eyelashes. Honestly. I have got no other words, than just.. "tall, dark and handsome". That's all. That's all I am going to say. You have to try it out yourselves, let's be honest. For me, it does wonders. πŸ˜Š

2. Revlon "Ultimate all- in- one" mascara
Incredibly good. I usually use these two all together, and then my eyelashes look amazing. But actually, this mascara looks good all alone as well, but on my lashes, I use them both together. This mascara is good for the 1st layer and then You put on some other mascaras to make it look a bit more eye- catching. That's all I am going to say. πŸ˜Š

And that's all for this months "October favourites". I hope You found something interesting to use from here and I am going to see You very soon!! I hope You enjoyed it and thanks for reading!!

Lots of Love!
*tight hugs*



Sunday, 23 October 2016

- An Autumn school break -

As You can obviously see from the title, I AM ON MY AUTUMN SCHOOL BREAK!!
Oooyes. Yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes FINALLY!
I have been waiting for it for a long- long- long while righ now and OH-MY-MARSHIE You can't even guess how bloody excited I am for my school holiday. Off from school. How exciting is that?!

In Estonia we are having this school break for a week. I am going back to school on the 31st of October and the next holiday what we are going to have after this one, is a Christmas holiday, which is not so far away, as well! Ohmymarshie, I am SO excited to.. well, propably sleep, because I am so tired right now, that You can't even guess how much I have just curled up on the sofa and fallen asleep on the exact same moment. BUT- I am as well really looking forward to Wednesday (26th of Oct), because then I am going to visit an orphanage, where we are going for a short camping trip with the kids!
I am SO excited about it! I hope that the weather is not going to be really gross like it has been for the last couple of days. I mean.. it has been cold and windy and rainy and muddy. But this is autumn, SO- I guess it's normal. πŸ˜Š

But- I just wanted to let You all know, that REALLY soon, I am going to have a HUGE announcement to share!!

I hope You all have enjoyed Your weekend and if You are on an Autumn Break, then:

Lots of Love and be excited for The Announcement!!

*tight hugs*



Sunday, 9 October 2016

- September: Movies, blogs and books -

Hello, again!

The week has passed and it's Sunday now. Whoa, honestly, the time is flying too fast. And I swear, even one blink and it's Christmas. Then you blink again and then it's summer. Is it just me, or when You get older, time is passing even more quicker than it did when You were younger? 

Anyways- today I wanted to write about some movies, blogs and books what I have come across to and I have really loved them. SO- I thought You , loveliest of them all, would love my picks as well!!

The first category is: MOVIES

Yesterday, we went to see the new "Miss Peregrine's Home for Peculiar Children" and it was absolutely amazing and insane and.. oh my marshmallow. It was just amazing. 
If you have read the books by Ransom Riggs, then You should know what the movie is about, but when You haven't read the books, then OH- MY- MARSHMALLOW go and get the bloody book. 
Honestly- its a "must read". πŸ‘Œ

Anyways. It's about a boy called Jacob or Jake, if You will, and he is living in the US. 
After his grandad's death, he isn't very "well" and after finding his grandad's old letters and pictures, he travels to a little island near Wales. 
He visits the Peculiar Children and their headmistress Miss Alma Perergrine.
(The text you're going to read now, is from IMDB)
When Jacob discovers clues to a mystery that stretches across time, he finds Miss Peregrine's Home for Peculiar Children. But the danger deepens after he gets to know the residents and learns about their special powers.

I don't want to spoil everything, but.. well, you need to read/see the books/movie and find everything out yourselves. πŸ˜Š

A while ago, I saw this movie in a review, in YouTube I believe, and I absolutely needed to get it.
Basically because of the main character, Rosie, who is played by my fave Lily Collins. She is absolutely amazing and her eyebrowzzzz... oh, my, marshie.
Anyways, there are two characters in there, Rosie and Alex who have been best friends since they were 5, so they couldn't possibly be right for one another...or could they? When it comes to love, life and making the right choices, these two are their own worst enemies. (I copied it from IMDB.)
Basically, I fell in love to this movie, because it's so lighthearted and so nice and cute and just.. ahh..
Okay. You need to watch it. 
I am not going to spoil everything, so.. WATCH IT!!

3. "Alice through the looking glass" 
Oh, my. Okay. I am a Hhhhuuuuuggeeee lover of Lewis Carroll and his "Alice in Wonderland" and "Alice through the looking glass" books, SO I have seen the "Alice in Wonderland" movie and I absolutely LOVED it. And I freaked out when the "Alice through the looking glass" came out, because I was so excited! Oh my.. So we went to see it and it was one of the coolest movies, I have ever seen. I cried SSSO hard, to be fair. πŸ˜‚
But, the movie was so great, it was a perfect amount of crazyness and.. ahh.. Loved it.
(Copied from IMDB)
Alice returns to the whimsical world of Wonderland and travels back in time to help the Mad Hatter.

The second category:    BLOGS

Well, I know. It's a bit lame to do stuff like this, but I honestly love reading other people's blogs. AND I love reading blogs what talk about books and etc. ☺
So- I picked out three of my favourite Blogs to share with you! Here they are!:

1. Paperfury
A bookish blog, gives you book- reviews and COMMENTS BACK EVERY TIME. Ohmymarshie, this has been my fave blog for the whole September. πŸ˜‰
Honestly- If you a re looking for a great bookblog, then I suggest you to check this one. πŸ˜

2. The Pink Traveller
A travel, beauty, lifestyle and career blog, which I have quite much enjoyed reading and watching in September. Honestly, my fave post is about "8 simple ways to reduce stress" Be sure to check it out!

3. Poppy Deyes
A food, travel, art and lifestyle blog by a SUPER ADORABLE young woman, called Poppy.
Her blog is full of positivity and amazing quality- pictures. Be sure to check it out!!
The third category:  BOOKS

Yeah, we all knew that I was going to make it to here at some point. ☺
I picked out 3 books what I have just ADORED in September, so I hope You can enjoy them too!

1. "Everything, Everything"
It's a book by Nicola Yoon. (The text You are going to read now is copied from a booksite)
The girl who lived in a bubble - and the boy next door. 
Madeline Whittier is allergic to the outside world. So allergic, in fact, that she has never left the house in all of her seventeen years. But when Olly moves in next door, and wants to talk to Maddie, tiny holes start to appear in the protective bubble her mother has built around her. Olly writes his IM address on a piece of paper, shows it at her window, and suddenly, a door opens. But does Maddie dare to step outside her comfort zone? 

Honestly- YOU NEED TO READ IT!!! πŸ˜Š

2. "Finding Sky"
It's a book by Joss Stirling. (The text You are going to read now is copied from
When English girl Sky catches a glimpse of bad boy Zed in her new American high school, she can't get him out of her head. He talks to her with his thoughts. He reads her mind. He is the boy she will love for ever. 
Shadows stalk her past but a new evil threatens her future. She must face the dark even if it means losing her heart. Will Sky have the strength to embrace her power and be brave enough to control her own destiny, or will the demons of her past prevent her from realizing her true potential? 

I have literally read it EVERY evening in September. It's addicting and wonderful. Ohmymarshie. πŸ˜

It's a book by Gayle Forman. (The text You are going to read now is copied from Amazon.)
Everybody has to make choices.
Some might break you.
For seventeen-year-old Mia, surrounded by a wonderful family, friends and a gorgeous boyfriend decisions might seem tough, but they're all about a future full of music and love, a future that's brimming with hope. 
But life can change in an instant.
A cold February morning . . . a snowy road . . . and suddenly all of Mia's choices are gone. Except one.
As alone as she'll ever be, Mia must make the most difficult choice of all.
Haunting, heartrending and ultimately life-affirming, If I Stay will make you appreciate all that you have, all that you've lost - and all that might be.
This book is full of tears, good vibes and warm feeling what can change into a shock. But You must read it. It's worth it. 

SO- That's all!

I am going to see you again next week! Thank you so much for reading!

Lots of love!
Tight hugs!!



Friday, 30 September 2016

- Everything or Anything -

Dear friends,

we all have mental breakdowns. They happen thanks to every single thing what we're doing- are they happy or not, they just happen. And for me, they have become a bit of an every-day thing. Sorry, if it's too mental and weird and just- "ugh"- for you, but this is my blog. My sweet corner, where I can talk about everything and no one can judge me for that, am I right..? 
we are never always okay, but that doesn't mean that we can never be okay again. I know people who have thought that they'll never be okay again and ended a lot worser than they felt before. I don't want anything like this to happen to me, so that's the reason I am writing here, right now, on the last day of September, because this first month of school has been really exhausting. I just need some rest, but I can not let myself to do this, because even this weekend is completely booked for me. 
Tomorrow, at 12:30pm, I need to be at my singing studio; we are going to have a rehearsal and then, somewhere around 1pm, I need to go and perform with my songs. Jeez. Wish me luck, eh?
And on Sunday, I am going to have a rehearsal as well. 
I am a violinist in the one and only "Livonian Youth Orchestra", we have rehearsals every month. Absolutely every month, and I honestly have to say- "this time I don't feel like playing violin on a Sunday. Sorry." but eventually, I will propably find myself at 11:30am, in front of a bus stop, holding my violin case in one, and my bag in the other hand, waiting for my Livonian Youth Orchestra transport to arrive. heh. "You never get tired." some people say that to me too often to know the truth. I get tired. I am tired right now. And I will get tired every day I live. That's normal, isn't it? We all get tired! Oh my god, if you could see me in real life, you would be shocked how big dark circles I've got under my eyes, but I am not complaining. Not in front of my relatives or family. But yes, In here I do. And sorry for that. It won't happen again. Or it might. But let's just hope that they're not going to happen very soon, okay? Yeah. I'll try my best. 

Autumn. It's a time when we all should be happier for the upcoming "Festive season"- time and be soon very excited about Christmas. I am. Trying my best to think not that far away and concentrate on the place, the time I live in right now. On this exact same moment when I type these words into my keyboard and look out of the window. It's windy today. The trees are swinging, apples are falling down from the apple trees... the whole garden is covered with leaves and it feels like autumn. In a long time it truly feels like it. 

I don't know, what I was doing before I was born. 
Sometimes I imagine myself being up there. In the sky. Higher than sky. Higher than anything and waiting for my time to come. It was something I was waiting for a long time before it happened. 
I was born too early. I mean- I am okay. I don't have any diseases. I am a healthy girl. I love to do sports- my body is strong, but my mind... Well... Sometimes a bit weaker than the other half of me. 
I have some breakdowns. Mental ones. Really. I can cry or just sit and look out of the window for hours and just think, because I am too tired. I am exhausted, but I don't want to sleep. I don't know why. And I know what you might be afraid of- "No, friends! I am not ill or very- very sick. I am fine. Just a little bit tired, that's all." Don't worry. I am okay. Absolutely fine. πŸ˜Š

When I was little, I used to imagine that I am someone very famous. Someone who people know. And when we travelled to Latvia, to Riga, then I used to cover my face with my hands when we were driving in a car. That was my way of covering my face from paparazzies. It was exciting and funny, and one of the coolest things I could think of. 
I used to write, sing, and dance back then, as well. 

Right now, I feel upset when some relatives come across to me on the streets. I don't know why, because I love them all. They are my friends, they're my relatives, my family, but I still feel upset. When I see someone, I act like a freak- I turn away. And if they even notice me, I am far- far away. Closed into my own world. Where no one could find me. 
Rubbish, eh? I know. I feel embarrassed myself. Ugh. 

I love writing and reading. It is always something special. A new start. A start of something new. 
Writing is.. just something I am good at. I can't put it in any other words. I am just good at it. For me, writing is like breathing. I need to do it to stay alive, or else, I will fall down. Everything closed in me. Desperate to come out. Desperate to even let me move. It's hard. 

Clouds. They ended up in the sky, didn't they? 
I wish I could be as free. But I can't. I have so much to do. 
"It's fine."
I know, but still. 
It's okay. I don't even think about it. 
"I know."
I know, you know. 

... And then everything goes black. I know what you might think- what the bloody hell was that?!
It's something what I just wrote. It's something what just popped in my mind on this exact moment. It's not perfect. It's not poetic or brilliant, but that's what I find good about it. That's what I am supposed to do in my life. 
It's me. I belong to writing. 
I belong to my own life. I am in the judge of my own life and I don't feel upset about it.
Writing is my life.

People have told me, that they don't think I am good at writing. That I should study more chemistry or biology or maths. Or at least languages. To become a teacher. 
When I was younger, I wanted to become a journalist, because I have loved writing since I was about 6 years old. My first stories were written when I was six years old. 
I WAS SIX! I loved writing, even if my stories were weird and brutally funny. I loved it even back then. People have said, that writing isn't a big deal. "That it isn't something what You could find yourself doing at,"- they've said to me. They've said: "Writing is not what you should like as a teenager. You can deal with it when you're old. But right now- you need to live a normal teenagers life. Make friends, not sit alone in the corner and write something no one can ever read." 
I remember that I started laughing. I remember how the person who said it to me, looked at me and rolled her eyes. Totally rolled her eyes. She hates me, but she needs to see me every Christmas and on her and my birthdays. It's my dad's mum. She brutally hates me. She never wants to see me. I know- my mum and dad say the same: "She doesn't hate you. She's just not used to teenagers behaviour. Not with a girl like you. You have your own opinion to every single thing." 
I know, mum and dad. I live in my own body and I own this mind. Funny, eh?

Books. I am a part of everything I've read. I am a part of every single thing I read and what I see with my eyes. Everything I want myself to remember, I will remember it. No matter what book I read. 
Books are mirrors: You only see in them, what you already have inside you. Everything matters what you read. Absolutely everything is important. It doesn't matter what you find important when you read it- trust me, it is important. 
Books are like mirrors: if a fool looks in, you cannot expect a genius to look out. 
Books are my escape from the crazy reality. I have my own favorites what I could read over and over again, and I will never ever get bored. I have a goal for this year as well- I want to read "Jane Eyre" by Charlotte BrontΓ«. I absolutely have a goal to do it! Honestly! Please remind me to do it if I forget. 

Singing. It's a piece of me. I've done it as long as I can remember. My mother proves it. She says I began to sing long before I could talk. The first time I went on a singing competition, I was four years old. I can't remember what I felt on the stage when I was singing. Not really. But I can remember a little flick of the time I sang on a big stage. It felt scary to hear my voice so loud. I was four years old. And since that time, I've sang as long as I can remember. Tomorrow, I need to hear my voice loud again, and I feel like my heart is trying to jump out of my chest. It's already beating like crazy and when I think about it, I am getting even more and more nervous. Oh my god. Please wish me luck! But on the same time, I just love the feeling I get whenever I sing. On the stage or off the stage. I am not the best singer, but I am trying to be a bit better one. 
Again, singing is a part of my soul and I could never give it away. Honestly. I feel sorry for Ariel right now for that short amount of time when she lost her voice. I couldn't live like this. 
I remember times when I've lost my voice because of a sore throat and.. (I hope my vocal speciality teacher is not going to read it) well I've still sang. Even if she told me not to do it, I still have. What a terrible girl, am I right? 

Let's just say, we all have something what we love. In my serious and a very complicated case, it's about 5 things, what I couldn't live without. (My hobbies, of course. Not breathing or heartbeats..)

1. Reading
2. Writing
3. Singing
4. Dancing
5. Photographing

You know... it only takes about 5 things to change your life entirely. I wasn't the person who I am right now before I started doing all of these things. We all have our own secrets of what we love. 
Mine are these five, up there. 

Well, I am really sorry, my friends. This one was a bit long, very rambly and very.. weird- mooded. 
I am sorry. I will try my best not to let it happen again. I am truly sorry. 

*Tight hugs for my best friends- you*

Lots of Love 

Rosie xo

Friday, 23 September 2016

- Picking mushrooms and The Forest Gallery -

Hello and happy Autumn, everybody! πŸƒ

Sorry- I haven't talked to you for a while, but now, I am definetly making a blog post, because me and my beloved family went on a trip to the forest to pick mushrooms and take pictures. 
(P.S. Me and my dad are photoholic's.πŸ‘) 
We picked some mushrooms, because we all love them, and took photos about everything. 
My another hobby is editing video clips (but on Windows Movie Maker) SO i took some video clips and I am going to edit them all into our home- video. ☺

The weather was really nice, but a bit cold. We live in Estonia, so that 15℃ is quite normal for September- weather, what I would like to call sweater- weather ALREADY. Yeah, winter is on it's way. ☺
The sky was slightly cloudy, but that's what I personally love about Autumn. ☺ I just love it so much! πŸ˜‰

Me and my dad took A LOT of photos, but you can only guess once who won------ Me, obviously. πŸ˜
I just love walking in the forest or in the woods and I adore the smell of trees, leaves and (yes, you might think it's yucky, but I like it) mushrooms. Just pure, natural, fresh and amazing Estonian mushrooms. πŸ‘Œ

But now- enough talking!
I am going to insert my pictures now. Hehe- hope you enjoy, my loved ones. ❤

Yeah! You made it to this point! Woooooooo! ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

Thank you SO much guys for checking out my weird and (sometimes) boring posts. 
I hope you still enjoyed it!

Lots of love! ❤

- Miss Snowflake -